tomorrow and the day after.

ya Allah
U are the one who's listen to me.
I do too many sins towards U..
ya Allah, forgive me..
I'm juz a human that always doing mistakes and sometimes never learn from that!
please hear me, Ya Allah..
I'm trying to change
..trying..
...trying...
...keep trying...

To my parents;
I'm juz ur ordinary child..
never be extraordinary to u..
forgive me..
maybe I never tell u, that I love both of U
maybe my behavior looks so bad..
i didn't mean it..
never mean to hurt both of U..
never..
I love u, abah and mummy..

To my friends;
It looks so funny if I write here..
nvmd, I still wanna write here..
I love all of U..
U r the very-very best friend I have!
thanx to Allah coz giv me friends like u!
appreciate the diamonds in my life
that is you!
forgive me, if i do mistakes to u..
from beginning of our friendship until now..
to some "friends"
it is already 1year, we didn't mix up
feel like weird.. but i'm trying to face it.
mybe my mistakes, or maybe some other things that i didn't know..
i'm truly miss u "friends"
really!
hopefully, this jerk feeling will not surround me forever!
I wish it will end!
and we become the best-best friends like a long time ago..
I miss that time..
we did everything together..
we have a lunch, dinner and supper together!
break a fasting and having a "sahur" together!
watch a romantic n scary movie together..
OMG, I miss U..
hope it will end one day..

To u, i call my lover;
thx for loving me as what i am.
sometimes, i make u have ur bad feeling..
wish it juz sometimes not always. :)
I love u, for who U are..
it is not what u r trying to be...
I juz love u because of u!
ur own urself!

to me;
already be myself.
already hurt others.
always "main-main"
being not matured (trying to change!)

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